Leddy - Cigarettes After Sex Lyrics

And that pain comes back
When I thought that I was over you
Drown myself in alcohol I'm drinking that 140 proof
Real life struggles
Give me real life pain
It's hard not to stress
And I don't like to complain
I took a gram of cocaine
A couple bottles of champagne
I even did some whippets just to drown out my brain
The thoughts come too quick
That shit makes me sick
And I'mma build up this wall build it up brick by brick
And I have theses thoughts
These thoughts in my head
Would they go away if I just dropped dead
We coulda made it work now we don't even break bread
Would we be a thing going off what you said
I get drunk and I say shit that I wish I didn't
Then I drink to make it go away
The cycle too wicked
Seeing in between the lines the picture starts to get vivid
I'm so hard on myself I'm my own worst critic
Cigarettes after sex
I said some things that I regret
Told you the truth, I confessed
Gave you everything but respect
(Cigarettes after sex) Damn
(I said some things that I regret) That shit's too true
(Told you the truth, I confessed)
(Gave you everything but respect) Shit
You said that you would wait
Then that shit flipped in like 2 weeks
We both wanted different things
You pulled a QB sneak
I guess that we could say goodbye to our Snapchat streak
I don't think that i was wrong
I was just trying to love you
You saw it as a change
But you didn't want something new
A phoenix from the ashes
I just learned and I grew
I understand that now
And I'mma be better too
I can't change the past, I cant press an undo
I would talk about it
But f*ck that conversation
I bet that you'd agree we both don't need no persuasion
I'm gon' make it big
You and your friends jealous
Maybe you'd understand
The f*cking shit that I've dealt with
Being broke without a car
I'm not gon' go back to that
Swear its gonna work I believed when nobody did
So take your two cents
And know that I ain't cashing it
The shit I say is real
Just know that there's no counterfeit
Cigarettes after sex
I said some things that I regret
Told you the truth, I confessed
Gave you everything but respect