You think that I'd be over you by now
I've tried to let go, but I really don't know how
I'm dreaming of a better life, but my heart is still in pain
I still wish I could hold you once again
I keep the phone by the bottle, but it doesn't ever ring
Except when my friends call and check on me
I tell them that I'm doing fine, but they see right through my lies
We hang up, I take a pull, and then I cry
I'm coming to terms you were no good for me
But I'm still haunted by the pain and the memories
I begged you to stay and I got down on my knees
Now I'm trying to pick up the pieces of me
It wasn't always bad, that's the hardest part
I tried to ignore the pain cause the good filled my heart
But the good times that we had were few and far between
Now I'm drowning away the past with ol' Jim Beam
I'm coming to terms you were no good for me
But I'm still haunted by the pain and the memories
I begged you to stay and I got down on my knees
Now I'm trying to pick up the pieces of me
What do I do with these memories
Now you're gone, but here they stay
And how do I live for tomorrow
When I'm lost in yesterday
I'm coming to terms you were no good for me
But I'm still haunted by the pain and the memories
I begged you to stay and I got down on my knees
Now I'm trying to pick up the pieces of me
Yeah I'm trying to pick up the pieces of me
You think that I'd be over you by now