Left2Jake - Focus Lyrics

I just need a second to focus
Entering a new chapter of my life
With a mind to strive for a fact concerning why
I live in this time will I capture what I write
Hoping one day I'll get answers that I tried
To solve on my own that I never figured out
Looking to clouds seeing them get thicker now
If it's bout to rain it'll pour but then things will simmer down
Don't know the outcome so my thoughts linger around
I torture myself tryna understand the meaning
Of life as i fall asleep I cannot stand not dreaming
I do it all day, and will continue as I'm breathing
I'm just a human being and have no plans of leaving
This rap stage of writing and devoting my time
To a passion that's lasting I'm showing a sign
That I never wanna quit yeah it's hopeless at times
Hard to say how I feel so I put emotions in rhymes
And this is who I am so take it or leave it
Won't tolerate disrespect I don't want to be treated
Like I'm just some kid who's overly conceited
Because I'm far from that I've been overly defeated
Knocked down on the ground and got back up to beat it
That's why now I can say I have exceeded
My old limits setting new ones to be completed
But life right now feels like there's no way to achieve them
I just need a second to focus
Moving so fast and I know you won't notice
That I've been losing my focus
But I cant control it so I went and wrote this
I just need a second to focus
Moving so fast and I know you won't notice
That I've been losing my focus
But I cant control it so I went and wrote this
Got so much on my plate go to school run and rap
Tryna keep my relationship and still have fun and laugh
But if I get overwhelmed then I be acting dumb and wack
Get angry at the ones I love I'm tryna cut it back
Got so many songs written that I'll never release
Because I overthink too much it overwhelms my peace
It's never good enough for me I'm almost never pleased
With anything I do like I need closure to be me
If you hear this song well then I came to my senses
And realized if I don't care my brain is relentless
So if you hate this too go make me a mention
Saying it sucks I'll say thanks for attention
But I don't need it I'll record eight different sessions
Scrap the last one because the greatest was seven
Times three that's perfect God just gave me a blessing
From heaven my minds in like 80 dimensions
These rhymes too ill better put me in a hazmat
Jotting all these thoughts in notebooks I need a backpack
I'm that kid on campus with a hoodie and a snapback
Make me mad I'll get pissed like should I even snap back
If you can't rap well then who are you to judge me
And even if you can well then what makes you above me
I love 3 things: God, people, and to flood beats
With all my thoughts I'm losing focus can you trust me
I just need a second to focus
Moving so fast and I know you won't notice
That I've been losing my focus
But I cant control it so I went and wrote this
I just need a second to focus
Moving so fast and I know you won't notice
That I've been losing my focus
But I cant control it so I went and wrote this