Left for Red - Switchblade Romance Lyrics

Something wrong in my brain today
Dysfunction, disarray
Try to fight these thoughts away
But they're getting stronger everyday
Tiring me now they conspire
Shredding me down to the wire
Douse me of all my fire
Sinking in the quagmire

Look back at my past and prey
What's within won't make me pay
Shadows weave come out to play
Around me tight they wrap and stay
Cold sweat hands shake
I sink within and meditate
Searching to configurate
The puzzle of my mental state

I still remember the 4TH of November
The voices in my head
I'm tired of complaining, I'm tired of explaining
That there in my head

Turning over in my mind
Seeking answers I can't find
No end in sight am I blind
The door is locked black hole inside
Through the dark I feel it leer
Shivering secrete with fear
Persevere with all my might
Hoping that the ends in sight
Try not to give up the fight
To darkest fears consuming light
Tightened grip the end is near
Glistening with my last tear

I still remember the 4TH of November
The voices in my head
I'm tired of complaining I'm tired of explaining
That there in my head
I still remember the screams of surrender
The voices in my head
I'm tired of complaining I'm tired of explaining
That they want me dead

They want me dead
They want me dead
They want me dead
They want me dead
They want me dead
They want me DEAD!

Is this a dream?
Or is it real?
I hear them screaming
Faces surreal

I still remember the 4TH of November
The voices in my head
I'm tired of complaining I'm tired of explaining
That there in my head

THEY WANT ME DEAD!
THEY WANT ME DEAD!
THEY WANT ME DEAD!
THEY WANT ME DEAD!