When my time coming, I don't even know
Holdin' on to somethin' that been dead a long
While, I need to let it go
Like I got a F on a test, they correcting me
Told them, I got it from here, leave the rest to me
Like I'm in the kitchen, been cookin' up
Insecurity, I don't know if I'm good enough
Gotta keep my word, the reason I don't ever bluff
They know that I be fighting depression, they say keep my head up
I get a DM from shorty from Tennessee
& she got a smile that's impressing me
In the car with Sarah, rolling woods, dark as Hennessey
I push the Honda, like this bitch an Infiniti
It been a long while, I been healing
& it been a while, I ain't had no dealings
Every day, just gettin' as high as the ceiling
No D&D, but I was unreachable
Time heals, but this was recent Broken in pieces, like this bitch was Reese's
Been walking for miles, now you can see the creases
Don't know what's for me, nigga, just gotta see
It been a while since I felt complete
For years, seeing my energy deplete
She was worth it, but I ain't even beg and plead
I came with action, brought a better me
It was bullshit, said that we'd never leave
Love only wins in the movies Tryna be like you, you be on the move
I'm the best option, she would never choose
Been four years, tryna get back in the groove
FaceTime call, bro hyping me up Cause he was there, he was helpin' me up
Just want me to be freed, up
When my time comin', I don't even know
Holdin' on to somethin', that's been dead a long while, I need to let it go
I remember she used to bump all of my music
& that soft spot for me, I abused it
Didn't think that I would ever lose it
But here I am
Like I got evicted, I gotta pack and move
This what I get, for me breaking the rules
From all of this pressure, I became a jewel
So for the next, I guess I'ma be a diamond
& if this is God, then I don't agree with God's timing
I was wastin' my time, puttin' all of this work in
& Just cause I survived, was thinkin' it was workin
But Lord knows I put the work in, I really did