Lehman - Balloons Lyrics

Hella balloons in the back of me
I remember back when everyone laughed at me
That was before I could create a masterpiece
Back before they were afraid to come rap with me
Now I catch bodies and casualties
And do it casually
Make it look naturally part of my being
And I got my head up to God
But still got the heart of a demon
Probably look down at the evil inside of me
Screaming the loudest and crying for freedom but they'll never get it
They're part of the reason I'm keeping it up with the rap
And the meaning of life doesn't match what I've always believed in
The feeling of seeing your death when you're sleeping should make you feel numb
But it's giving me feeling, I feel it, it feels like my heart isn't beating

It's building up in the back of my head
Anxiety's actually back from the dead
Depression keeps running around in the yard
And fear always sleeps at the side of my bed
Happiness left, I replaced him with anger
I look in the mirror and I see a stranger
You say to pick up but it's part of my nature
Say that she hates me and I cannot blame her
Let's take it back to Unleashed and then Demons
I let you all have just a piece of my feelings
A couple of ones I was keeping it real with had issues with one so I'll preach what'll kill em
Push me again in the DM's
I'll drop it, lyrical clip, when I see him I'll pop it
I ain't your typical rapper but when I get pushed you gon see me unleash it, obnoxious
That's outta pocket, I don't got time for the gossip
I do not care about profit, keep your 2 cents
I don't want your deposit, if I cut you off then you're probably toxic
And prolly should have never been around me
Keep talking bout me and you'll get a bounty
Cause I graduated in May of 18 and you talking
You don't know a thing about me

Hella balloons in the back of me
I remember back when everyone laughed at me
That was before I could create a masterpiece
Back before they were afraid to come rap with me
Now I catch bodies and casualties
And do it casually, make it look naturally part of my being
And I got my head up to God
But still got the heart of a demon
Probably look down at the evil inside of me
Screaming the loudest and crying for freedom but they'll never get it
They're part of the reason I'm keeping it up with the rap
And the meaning of life doesn't match what I've always believed in
The feeling of seeing your death when you're sleeping should make you feel numb
But it's giving me feeling, I feel it, it feels like my heart isn't beating

Animated when I hop in the booth
All for me I'd never drop it for you
I'm looking up at the clock and it's noon
So I'm eating a rapper, demolishing two
Following me just to hate in the comments
I'm sorry if I'm being late with responses
I had some issues that ain't for your knowledge
Sending the shots, but see Lehman just call em
If you got a problem with one of my tweets you should be texting me and not all of my friends
You a day one and I got hella love for you
Just gotta tell you that it needs to end
If you got a problem then come to my face
Learn from the source
And what I gotta say, stay outta gossip, stay true to yourself
But still listen around cause I bet it's my name

Hella balloons in the back of me
I remember back when everyone laughed at me
That was before I could create a masterpiece
Back before they were afraid to come rap with me
Now I catch bodies and casualties
And do it casually, make it look naturally part of my being
And I got my head up to God, but still got the heart of a demon
Probably look down at the evil inside of me
Screaming the loudest and crying for freedom but they'll never get it
They're part of the reason I'm keeping it up with the rap
And the meaning of life doesn't match what I've always believed in
The feeling of seeing your death when you're sleeping should make you feel numb but it's giving me feeling
I feel it, it feels like my heart isn't beating