Memories that won't last
Drank so much I nearly passed
Can't help but think of you
Really don't want to argue
Porcelain dolls with fillers and thongs
Selfies for likes, money runs by
Filling the void with powder up my nose
Watch through the phone, feeling all alone
Words you said can bring me back
Parties I see you arriving at
Really don't want to miss you
High that makes me feel good
I can quit if I want to
Stop saying I got an issue
Can't help but think of you
In the end worth loving you
Porcelain dolls with fillers and thongs
Selfies for likes, money runs by
Filling the void with powder up my nose
Watch through the phone, feeling all alone
No matter how much I try
No matter how much I hurt others
I fall to my face
Time and time again
It makes me feel like I'm alive
It takes my physical pain away
It makes me feel something
Even when I'm so dead inside
My pain is real
No one believes it's real
No one cares about you
I self medicated it away
Now I'm in this pit of self pity
Each time I taste you
Each time I feel you inside
A piece of me kisses the world goodbye
Fading more and more
Down that rabbit hole
Porcelain dolls with fillers and thongs
Selfies for likes, money runs by
Filling the void with powder up my nose
Watch through the phone, feeling all alone