Searching for love
Yearning for love
Looking for love
In all the wrong places
How could I love
My heart was broken
Tell myself that I'm enough
This song is part of my healing
From my trauma then
Im an artist
Cant ignore
When the music needs to talk
So im pouring out my soul again
Mamma when you left
Didn't know when I'd be whole again
Recently feelings have resurfaced
When I refelct on past relationships
Sabotage on top of sabotage
Cause I feared they would go
Away like mamma did
Searching for love
Yearning for love
Looking for love
In all the wrong places
How could I love
My heart was broken
Thier love was never
Enough
Searching for love
Yearning for love
Looking for love
In all the wrong places
How could I love
My heart was broken
Tell myself that I'm enough
The love I recieved was never enough
So sick and tired of my excuses
My trauma wounds
Left your hearts bruised
My behaviour was abusive
When I look back
I feel ashamed
Coz (nobody deserves that)
To be dragged through the dirt off the back of my hurt
See, none of you deserved that
Searching for love
Yearning for love
Looking for love
In all the wrong places
How could I love
My heart was broken
Thier love was never
Enough
Searching for love
Yearning for love
Looking for love
In all the wrong places
How could I love
My heart was broken
Tell myself that I'm enough
6 years deep now
Always felt official
But even from the start
I was tryna sabotage
But im older more wiser
Aware of of shit
Mamma I don't blame you
It is what it is
Its for me to control
For me to address
Not react through my wounds
When im put to the test
Know ill fall down
But im doing my best
Yeah im doing my best
I been searching
Yearning for love
Tell myself that I'm enough
I been searching
Yearning for love
Tell myself that I'm enough