Spiral, spiral out of control
The only grip I thought I had now it's harder to hold
Spiral, spiral out of control
The only grip I thought I had now it's harder to hold
Ay baby you can't forget your 3 grams
But my feet feel light as those 5 grams
It was monday morning, waiting had become my calling
Needing some good news, I promise
Give me the green light, I got it
Remember getting into it, an eight year-old, found the gold, half a day I'd hold it
In a program I had not enrolled
I never knew anything other than soccer, school, magic cards
I loved cars, but all the rest I thought I needed to like
Ain't that the life you get when everyone around you is kinda cool
And none of that appeals to you
I laugh about it cause I'm thinking bout it
As I shower gotta get to work and some eighteen-year-old ghost is coming back
"Where's my life?" "Where you at?" "Were you right?" "Want it back" "Oh my god"
I been wasting all his time thought it was mine
I get to work bummed out, halfway through the countdown
Shit starts to go south, I just need to sit down
Spiral, spiral out of control
The only grip I thought I had now it's harder to hold
Spiral, spiral out of control
The only grip I thought I had now it's harder to hold
Having heard and read about panic attacks
I'm sure my time has finally come I need to file my taxes
I get it now, I mean, better keep the closet clean
Don't consider myself mean but how honest have I been?
Have I let you down? Have I let the wifey down?
I'm feeling dizzy, anxious, I'm about to drown
Never thought I'd have a public nervous breakdown
You can tell I'm tripping, I keep talking, oh my
Nobody cares if it's difficult, baby
You better keep learning you thought you had earned it wake up
Slow, take it slow
Been needing to take it slow, I don't know
Maybe I'm the one who's slow
Need to take it slow
Need to take it slow where am I gonna go?
Even slower, just take it slow
Don't care if it's out of time, don't care if it's out of time
I can make this out of time
Just take it slow, I just need to take it slow
Can we go?
Spiral, spiral out of control
The only grip I thought I had now it's harder to hold
Spiral, spiral out of control
The only grip I thought I had now it's harder to hold