We Talked About Getting Married Video (MV)

After the third time that I begged you not to leave me all alone
We went to wedding of my brother who you barely even know
And the bar was open
I think I drank like half my weight and still felt sober
And I didn't want to or couldn't admit it but I knew then it was over
After the fifteen-hundredth time another friend of yours had called
In the middle of the night cause they had gotten way too drunk
And after every time you told me that none of them understand
The most foundational things about you
You forgave them but you can't
Let me make one mistake a miscommunication
Even if you're in the wrong I can't tell anyone about it
Or it's gossip or it's ruining your perfect reputation
Or it's betrayal of the trust that you sent on a vacation
We never kissed
We were just friends anyway
But we still talked about getting married someday
After I swallowed all my pride and felt it coming up again
We watched that Netflix mini series about the woman and the man
And every scene from their marriage had us consumed and captivated
Rubberneck uncanny valley everything that we both hated
After you moved out all your things that you promised I could use
After the television stand kissed the dull and aching room
After you quit the job I got you
After my eyes were swollen shut
After The Difference In The Shades and If Winter Ends and Touch
After you said you'd never write a song half as mean as the one I posted even if I tried to kill you
I still wanted to be your friend anyway
I still thought about getting married someday
We won't get married someday