Leon Vain - The Girl Named S (feat. Weidel) Lyrics

I can't stand that you were wonderful babe
Yet you're gambled away
That's the price for two, lovers part ways
The tears burn my face

I smoke some weed and drink some liquor just to feel a buzz
No matter how hard that I try I can't replace the love
Looking back I can see that I got a little lazy
I became complacent and I realize that it changed me
And It's crazy 'cause
I wouldn't blame you if you blame me
I wouldn't even be upset if you decide to hate me
I would never change a thing though 'cause I loved it all
I'm always here if you decide that you would wanna call
I know this sucks but I ain't even really mad about it
I didn't cry but I was damn sure f*cking sad about it
In the future who knows, we might even laugh about it
I thought I needed all your love, I couldn't last without it
But now I realize I'm okay, I hope the same for you
I only wish you find success in all things you do
You were someone that I thought Id never ever lose
I had fun though and I really hope that you did too

Forward moving, slow pace
Romance takes snow days
Your hearts pumping the brakes
While I practice spit takes
I know it's difficult to prey upon the new
Stay away from me, prevent being used
People say you should walk in their shoes
But I argue you could pave the way, too
I call it like I see it but I'd rather call you
I'd make it personal with some abstract excuse
(I had some fun and I
Really hope that you did too)
Caught some false positivity

We were great, I didn't think this shit would fall apart
I was still so far in love but I had lost your heart
I guess we're victims of distance this shit is f*cking hard
I promise that I could change just take me back to the start
Or maybe not I can't make up my f*cking mind
I'm just
So upset we chose to live our different lives
I must
Apologize for all damage that I caused you
I lost you
I can't believe I did this shit again
I thought I changed but i can't change the man I am and that's a sin
It's so sad it had to be this I feel like i was wasting time
I'm looking back on all the ways I could've made it right
(So sad it had to be this way way way)

Looking back on all the ways
I could've made it right
(Made it right, made)
(Made it right)