Black Caffeine Video (MV)

There's a mug in my hands of black caffeine
I hate the taste
But it's my fourth one before noon
I've started sleepwalking again
But I don't mind
It's the only way I leave the house
And I've stopped taking my medication
'Cause it made me feel ok
'Cause it made me feel so strange

And I'm breaking every promise that I ever had
To be a better version of my self
I said that yesterday and now I am lying here where
I can't go lower than this ground
The short illusion of being safe and sound

This blanket is now a rug
It fell on the floor
I didn't pick it up
And there's condensation on my window
I tore my curtains down for a better view
There's no handle on this door
So I guess I'm never leaving this room

And I'm breaking every promise that I ever made
To be a better version of my self
I said that yesterday
And now I am lying here where I can't go lower than this ground
The short illusion of being safe and sound

There's a mug in my hands of black caffeine
I hate the taste
But it's my fourth one before noon
I've started sleepwalking again
But I don't mind
It's the only way I leave the house
And I've stopped taking my medication
'Cause it made me feel ok
'Cause it made me feel so strange