Leonardo Saint - PTSD Lyrics

I'm the one you call when you're in need but Who do I call when I've got stabbed
Who was there when I was at my lowest
Who was there to pick me up
I saw none
But I just wish them well
Even they did me not so well
You know what hurts more than a knife is When you turn around
And see who's there
And you forget about the knife
Because all you see is a snake
That you were too blind to see
But now the truths revealed
Clear as it can be
The venom in your words
The lies you fed to me
But now I'm finally free from the snake you Were, too blind to see in my I'll flee
To a place where I can be
No more doubts, no more plea
Just endless flow, wild and free
In my mind I flee
I just use knife to chop beats
Future can't read but I knew
What might be,
Ice start to cube
I threw it in the ice tee
But now the truths revealed,
Clear as can be, the venom in your words,
The lies you fed to me.
But now I'm finally free from the snake you
Were, too blind to see
In my mind, I'll flee

Now I just grind my way to the top
No need to stop till I reach what's mine
Need a new edge, a new way to grind
Used to hit street to connect with the scene
Flashing lights but in the studio it's the mic
That glows
Can't rest until my thoughts soar free
Deciding whether to call it a day
Or grind harder
Every move I make it's all in,
Got me doing OT and night
So I can make it out
Leave the track trembling like me
Soon six figures on my fresh threads
Listen up, until you clear your slate
Inner peace remains a distant fate
Who am I to spill truths
But hell who am I not to lay down facts?
I just wish I played the game my way
Or maybe I did