lessur - Coward Lyrics

I'm a coward
Say it louder
For the ones in the back
Yeah I'm uninspired
I'm a loser
The abuser
Of myself and my mind
Yeah I have no future

I'm a coward
Say it louder
For the ones in the back
Yeah I'm uninspired
I'm a loser
The abuser
Of myself and my mind
Yeah I have no future

Yeah I'm running from my demons but I'm falling in the deep end
The fear depends on my demons like are they f*cking creepin'
Up at 7AM again and this weed has got me thinking
I think I'm about to lost it all just take the plunge and f*cking fall
Cause really what's the f*cking point if I can't even put up a fight
Spark another joint and then pretend like everything's alright
I've never been one for a healthy coping mechanism
So I guess that you could just call me a seriously f*cked up organism

Cause I always write these stupid songs about how I am feeling
Unsure how to formulate thoughts for no goddamn valid reason
Not sure why I always put myself straight down into the dirt
Maybe I'm hoping for a way to hide away all of the hurt

I'm a coward
Say it louder
For the ones in the back
Yeah I'm uninspired
I'm a loser
The abuser
Of myself and my mind
Yeah I have no future

I'm a coward
Say it louder
For the ones in the back
Yeah I'm uninspired
I'm a loser
The abuser
Of myself and my mind
Yeah I have no future

How come half the time I don't even feel like I am alive
Running through my life without a single ounce of f*cking drive
Like at one point in my life I must've had some normal thoughts
But since age ten I lost control and now my mind is calling shots
Half of my life I've been f*cking stuck living inside of the dark
Doing all I can searching for some hope just a little spark
It seems like I've tried everything in the book to get better
But something's still missing late at night like there must be something greater

Cause I always write these stupid songs about how I am feeling
Unsure how to formulate thoughts for no goddamn valid reason
Not sure why I always put myself straight down into the dirt
Maybe I'm hoping for a way to hide away all of the hurt

I'm a coward
Say it louder
For the ones in the back
Yeah I'm uninspired
I'm a loser
The abuser
Of myself and my mind
Yeah I have no future

I'm a coward
Say it louder
For the ones in the back
Yeah I'm uninspired
I'm a loser
The abuser
Of myself and my mind
Yeah I have no future