lessur - I Lost Myself Lyrics

I feel all my breath leaving my lungs
I feel all my thoughts leaving my bones
Time and time again I've been prone to sin
Because often all my hope wears thin
But I've come so far from where I was
Just needed some room to breathe
Let go of all these awful things
Was so close to falling off the edge

Don't think I'll ever understand
Why me and death walk hand in hand
Is there a cure for this disease
Cause my happiness always flees

Don't think I'll ever understand
Why me and death walk hand in hand
Is there a cure for this disease
Cause my happiness always flees

Tired of running from my demons
Tired of suppressing this feeling
Honesty I need healing
Cause the worst option should always be leaving
It's always easier said than done
Finally dropping the knife
Regaining long lost strife
And being content with life

Don't think I'll ever understand
Why me and death walk hand in hand
Is there a cure for this disease
Cause my happiness always flees

Don't think I'll ever understand
Why me and death walk hand in hand
Is there a cure for this disease
Cause my happiness always flees

I can feel my mental health deteriorating
The tunnel's end isn't illuminating
Instead it's pitch black, no turning back
My mind's already won
I can't outrun a gun

I think I finally understand
Why me and death walk hand in hand
There's no cure for this disease
Cause my mind's always hard to please

I think I finally understand
Why me and death walk hand in hand
There's no cure for this disease
Cause my mind's always hard to please

No longer pressing a blade to my wrist
Finally feel like I exist
No longer pressing a blade to my wrist
Finally feel like I'm living

No longer pressing a blade to my wrist
Finally feel like I exist
No longer pressing a blade to my wrist
Finally feel like I'm living