Letterhead - Pennies Lyrics

I'm at a loss for words
It's the same song this time I'm rehearsed
Picked off, I'm too late
I lost that, you stayed the same
I'm always one to forgive and then forget that
You're a stranger, but I can be a diplomat
If I fold, the reaction
Well everyone thinks you play to win

But it feels like
There's a gate inside
With pennies in my mouth
All dolled up enough, to breathe it out

I'm entertaining the thought
I'm making circles and who says that's my fault
Hooked on, I'm left with
Convicted, but innocent
I'm scared you'll look me in the eyes and consume me
An empty runner's tell of infidelity
You vent off, between friends
Who knows what you do on the weekends

Should I feel like
There's a gate inside
With pennies in my mouth
All dolled up enough, to breathe it
Yeah breathe it
This game is up, your petty change is waning off
Pennies in my mouth
All dolled up enough, to breathe it out