The Levendi - Stings Lyrics

Working round the clock for something I don't wanna be
Coming home at night
To someone I don't wanna see
Getting used to things being done differently
F*ck me
I used to be fullhearted
Now i'm always sad left departed
Deep down stings
Yeah
Deep down stings

First day back coming back
Walking into the grounds
Backpack on my waist
Huge pulling me to the ground
Emotions so freshly wounded
Sitting back in class i'm so zoned out
Head first back in the scrap but cant slow down
No time to hurt or cry
Everyday playing catch up so far behind
If I don't go in all and try
Well I might as well drop out
All the teachers don't understand my pain
They on my back
Doing this for my mum not for me
But everyone telling me what to do
But that's not who I wanna be
Doing this work for everyone
Except for me
Flashbacks coming back
Making everything wack
It's all to much
Just wanna drop to my knees

Working round the clock for something I don't wanna be
Coming home at night
To someone I don't wanna see
Getting used to things being done differently
F*ck me
I used to be fullhearted
Now i'm always sad left departed
Deep down stings
Yeah
Deep down stings

You'd think coming home would feel good but it didn't
I'm full of pain, hollow, but I gotta soldier on
I just want my mum back and the time that school made me miss
Working so hard and fighting back for what
As the year went on
Trying not to let my emotions take control
The teachers turning no returning
Now it's me against the world
Ah
I put the work I put in the hours in my work to get it done
Now i'm making her job to hard
She don't wanna work no more than one
Now I walk into class she won't even look at me
Just waiting for her next chance to come up in my face and yell at me
Like she done no felony
Ay

Working round the clock for something I don't wanna be
Coming home at night
To someone I don't wanna see
Getting used to things being done differently
F*ck me
I used to be fullhearted
Now i'm always sad left departed
Deep down stings
Yeah
Deep down stings