Levi Duppong - Zero (my past year) Lyrics

I've been thinking
Should I tell people
Just in case
They're not alone
I get out of bed wake up at 8am
Some will say that's late
I say oh well
Because most days
I don't even know why I do it
It's hard to tell
Hard to tell
I work out and do work
I'm working hard on myself
And when I smile it feels strange
It's every man for himself
I tried my life out
I guess it ended up not working anyway

Every breath I take
Every job I work at
It all feels unconstructive
And it hurts because I can't give me a 1 out of 10
It seems I'll always be a zero
I walk these hallways as the weirdo
I guess I'll always be
Oh, where did all my self-esteem go
I don't want I don't want to be
I don't want I don't want to be
I don't want to be the zero

I glance at the clock
And then down at my phone
Checking my snap to see
Am I still alone
I guess I just don't recall
How to communicate
And sometimes all that stress
Almost makes me hallucinate
And right now
Normal feels just like an act
Whatever happened to logic
I guess that it left the chat
And now what will I do
How do I try to start back
Start back my own life

Every breath I take
Every job I work at
It all feels unconstructive
And it hurts but I can't give me a 1 out of 10
It seems I'll always be a zero
I walk these hallways as the weirdo
I guess I'll always be
Oh, where did all my self-esteem go
I don't want I don't want to be
I don't want to be the zero
I don't want I don't want to be
I don't want to be the zero
I don't want I don't want to be
I don't want to be the zero
I don't want I don't want to be
I don't want to be the zero
If you've been through a rough place
Been through some rough times
I have too... just remember
You got this