Tell me should I really tell you everything
If I let the truth out then what would that bring
Im not good my mind is darker then it seems
I don't want you looking at me differently
See the pain inside my eyes
Cant you see the truth can't you tell I'm not alright
I just fight and yea I fight
Demon in my head really take control at night
And I really feel the pain
Thinking to my self that I'll never be the same
All this f*cking trauma is just filling up my brain
Mind is gon blow cause im catching a migraine
Might just pull the plug I don't wanna live today
Drifting with clouds soon I will just fade away
Ashes of my body broken down from decay
Unlike everything I just stay in place
Cause im not free
Im just working towards a better
Like a black dove I'm misunderstood
Shadowed in the dark but inside I'm good yea
I feel neglected cause nobody ever hears me
Look at my phone nobody's there for me
I'm all alone
Drink a 40 smoke spliffy I'm in my zone
Tell me should I really tell you everything
If I let the truth out then what would that bring
Im not good my mind is darker then it seems
I don't want you looking at me differently
See the pain inside my eyes
Cant you see the truth can't you tell I'm not alright
I just fight and yea I fight
Demon in my head really take control at night
And I really feel the pain
Thinking to my self that I'll never be the same
All this f*cking trauma is just filling up my brain
Mind is gon blow cause im catching a migraine
Might just pull the plug I don't wanna live today
Drifting with clouds soon I will just fade away
Ashes of my body broken down from decay
Unlike everything I just stay in place
Cause im not free
Im just working towards a better
Like a black dove I'm misunderstood
Shadowed in the dark but inside I'm good yea
I feel neglected cause nobody ever hears me
Look at my phone nobody's there for me
I'm all alone
Drink a 40 smoke spliffy I'm in my zone