lhrk - Is This Normal? Lyrics

What do I say to you?
Your words are dry
But when you call me up
To me, this feels like enough
I'll keep your face in memory
Even though you're still dead to me
Your lips got caught under my skin
I feel my thoughts come caving in
I can't break these walls
Cuz you can't feel no love for me
What can I do?
I can never decide
You're never there to pick me up
But you're right by my side
You're a waste of time
You're a waste of thoughts in my mind
Is it normal
To understand what's love?
Am I hurting?
Why can't I rise above?
Is it normal
To never be enough?
Is it normal
To love-