Uhhhh , yea , uh huh yea aye
I just popped a seal and pill try not to dose off
Partner just got killed and how it feel got me throwed off
Thinking bout my kids and how they live got me throwed off (aye)
All these f*cking chains don't mean a thing cause you ain't here with me
Remember all them days we use to pray we wouldn't be in the streets
Taking all this pain it got me drained not only physically but mentally I'm knowing I ain't sane and this shit getting to me
Diamonds in my teeth a nigga still ain't smiling (yea yea)
Forty in my reach one in the head I'm wildin
But I rather be out here wildin than dying
All them tears I been cryin
All them years i been lying
Saying I'm okay but on the inside I'm dying
Me against myself it's like I'm inciting a riot
(Derez Deshon)
Pouring pain out my bottle
Tryna drink away my problems
I been praying cause I been lost lord
Show me the way and I'm gone follow
Pouring pain out my bottle
Tryna drink away my problems
I been praying cause I been lost lord
Show me the way and I'm gone follow (oh)
Came up off the same stains
Everybody coming around but wouldn't nobody round for that fame came
And ain't even paid taxes but I'm sending racks off to the chain gang
I'm still tryna tell my brother for to do better but I'm doing the same thing
Bumpstock make em change lanes
Tell me tell me (uh)
Would I be wrong if I want you all for myself
I know it hurt showing how you feel but I know it all gone get better
And yo heart like a machine make it seem all so together (hey)
Do it for my fam and my fans we still gone pour some more
I still been having dreams of buying blocks that we was posted on
I know they hate to see that we still holdin on
My soul weak but I'm still going strong ( yea yea yea )
Pouring pain out my bottle
Tryna drink away my problems
I been praying cause I been lost lord
Show me the way and I'm gone follow
Pouring pain out my bottle
Tryna drink away my problems
I been praying cause I been lost lord
Show me the way and I'm gone follow (oh)