holding me back Video (MV)

It's the same situation, but there's some hesitation
It makes no sense, cause it's happened before
It's just another one more, but I'm somewhat shaken

But when it's you that I'm facing, I find my heart start to race
And I don't know why, cause I left it behind
Telling myself it's wise to deal with changes

So what's holding me back
Am I too scared to turn in the wrong direction
I'm looking back to the past, now that my answers have turned to questions
What's holding me back

It's a sweet kind of feeling
But who am I kidding here
I always find a way to make my escape
Using irrational logic, having over-thought it

Again and again, always clearing the view from the thoughts in my head
Because I'm thinking of you instead
Asking why I keep making a mess for myself, when I should have said yeah

So what's holding me back
Am I too scared to turn in the wrong direction
I'm looking back to the past, now that my answers have turned to questions
What's holding me back

So what's holding me back
Am I too scared to turn in the wrong direction
I'm looking back to the past
Cause I can't handle what could happen

So what's holding me back
Finding someone to give all my love and affection
What's holding me back
Is it giving my all just to face rejection
So what's holding me back is me