Lia Verdeja - moving Lyrics

We just keep moving on
Till we can move no more
We need to keep fighting
Just gotta keep fighting

The start of the day with a colorblind sky
And the hearing of voiceless people talking outside
And your body starts moving but not what's inside
Except your lungs and your heart that just keeps you alive

And the day will keep going but you're standing still
So while it feels like a mountain you're climbing a hill
And it's getting much harder to finding that thrill
And you're feeling nothing but you're heavy as hell

So we're moving on
Till we can move no more
We need to keep fighting
Just gotta keep fighting

The thoughts begin to build, there's nothing you can do
You try to keep it chill but heat is rising through
Your hands begin to sweat, the room is freezing cold
The more you stop and stay, the more you wanna go

And breathing gets a little heavier
And when you go for air, it's not enough
Your heart is pumping faster, heart is pumping louder
Heart is pumping and it's getting tough

And all the things you've ever done begin to coincide
With what you've never said and done
And all the should'ves and could'ves and would'ves
Are reminding me of someone I could've become

Because when you look into a mirror
What you're supposed to see is meant to be a human
But what I see is just some failure, somebody's failure
Nobody's savior, just a no one

Why can't you just go be positive
Everyone thinks they know what's causing it
A change in your attitude, that's all it is
What if I told you, that's not how it is

I know I can switch off and shut you out
And pretty much anything that'll piss you off
But I don't really have a say in this
It's not a choice, it's just the way it is

And we're moving on
Till we can move no more
We need to keep fighting
Just gotta keep fighting

And then you wonder why I don't speak my mind
And it's just because the words don't ever come out right
And even if I did, it's nothing good
Anything that I say just kills the mood

If I don't say anything, I'm hiding and ashamed
If I speak out, then I fish for fame
And to clarify, the latter isn't true
I wish you knew how much I wanna open up to you

I don't wanna be a burden, I don't wanna see you worry
I don't wanna be the one that makes your clean soul dirty
All I wanna do is make you laugh, make you smile
Make you feel the joy that you deserve right now

And if I could be happy, then I really would
But I think I've done the best I could
At times like this, I feel nothing will ever change
If it hasn't killed me yet, it'll just come back again

All of this is temporary
Well you know what, so is happiness and all my memories
Constantly drowning in my own thoughts
A battle that I know I have lost

All that I can do is blame myself
Cause I can't justify my shitty mental health
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Letting you know I meant every single damn apology

Nothing seems to end, it's always spiraling
And when I need to scream, my chest is tightening
When you lend a hand, I try to reach out
But something holds me back, the weight of all my doubt

I know you're there, I know I'm loved
But in the end, I still feel alone
Some days I feel like not waking up again
But I'm here now, and until then

We're moving on
Till we can move no more
We need to keep fighting
Just gotta keep fighting

And we keep moving on
Till we can move no more
We need to keep fighting
Just gotta keep fighting

At some point in your thoughts it's too much to handle
And all that is left of you's a worn out candle
But events of the day remain sleepless inside
And the best thing to do is to numb your life

So you wake the next morning, you've got no more tears
Because you realize that this has been going for years
So you get out of bed and you put on that smile
Convincing yourself by saying, I'm fine

Cause I'm moving on
Till I can move no more
I need to keep fighting
Just gotta keep fighting