libby garnett - commencement Lyrics

They all make that shape with their mouth
I can't even fake that shit now
All laughing and i sat there like
I can't quite remember just how
Baby, everything feels so loud
I stay silent, 'cause who, what, when, how?
All quiet and i'm crying
So i lie and say something profound
Well last night my whole world came crashing down
So i breathe in, hold it til' the weekend
Every high has a harder comedown
'Been years since the last time I could feel that
Beat in my heart, the spring in my step
Now I'm slowing it down and I'm staying in bed
I've been thinking a lot 'bout the thoughts in my head
Taking every day on wondering how many days i have left
'Til the end
'Til it all begins
We say our goodbyes at graduation
So how come my school calls it commencement?
'Cause my school taught me that means to begin
And my school told me lying is a sin