My only cure
Is this bottle by my side
It doesn't judge, it never could
And it certainly doesn't lie
This month still is
A reminder to myself
That all my self worth
Is trapped with the hounds of hell
It's hard to say
That deaths my only friend
Over and over I suffer
Still best of friends 'till the end
I'll admit I tried to take my life
Still woke up feeling so f*cking dissatisfied
This gift this curse
It never let me sleep when all I wanted was
To find comfort inside my dreams
It's hard to say
That deaths my only friend
Over and over I suffer
Still best of friends 'till the end
I'll admit I tried to take my life
Still woke up feeling so f*cking dissatisfied
And I'm so wasted
And I don't know how to get home
I keep on falling down
The room spins around
And I'm so stupid
I should've never went out tonight
Should've stayed home with you
Just like you asked me to do
I'll admit I'm used to suffering like this
Give me my soul, get the F*ck away
I just need some space
And I'm so wasted
And I don't know how to get home
I keep on falling down
The room spins around
You know what I was better off on my own
Just shine your light on me
'Cause these monster, these monsters are raging hell