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Board up the windows
Take the mirrors off the wall
Don't stall
I can't stand to see myself at all
What have I done
To everyone
I have no one
Besides myself and my own faults
Everything is my own fault
I can't stand to stay
In the dark another day
I don't want to feel this way
How can I make it go away
I don't know what to feel
I don't know what is real
I don't know how to deal
With all of this
It's so goddamn surreal
Never could have thought
That all of this would end
Never should have brought
You down with me my friend
You suffered all too much
And I used you as crutch
To pick myself up
So I could pretend
That I am okay
And dark is all at bay
That's where it will stay
At least for another day
But I am not okay
And the dark is here to stay
I don't want to spend another day
In my cold and selfish ways
I want to be better
I have to be better
I want to be better
Than I ever thought I'd be
I want to be better
I have to be better
I want to be better
Than I ever thought I'd be