Tired of losing myself
Feel like Im in hell
Soon I will prevail
Time will only tell
Pop another pill
Tell me how you feel
In a car but ain't got no wheels
Running fast got the devil on my heel
Honestly that's how I feel
I feel like I'm losing my mind
But honestly I gotta stick to the grind
I'm telling myslef I'm saying it's fine
I'm telling myslef I know it's a lie
How bout I be what you want
How bout i do everything that I don't
How bout I do everything just to stunt
How bout I do everything just front
How bout I get me a coupe ouu
Riding around with my screws loose
I made it this far like who knew
I got me the sauce like barbecue
Going down a path I shouldn't
Roads are paved of gold who wouldn't
Tryna find myself I couldn't
Nothing really gets me moving
Pain is my anatomy
Happiness is mad me
Leave my soul to never be
Something that it has to be
Tell me what's the point of living
Half of y'all a never get it
They don't like me who I'm kidding
I got vision and I'm driven
My whole life I've been masked up
This lonely life got me gassed up
I'm getting things I can't pass up
I'm too far they can't pass us
Row row I'm rowing my boat
I'm doing my best just give me a toast
I'm living it up I'm doing the most
But Lately I feel like I'm cruising in coast
I've been down I rlly hate it
Feeling that my soul too vacant
Look at that we finally made it
I can't wait till I can say it