This life is a mystery
When I die will you'll miss me
I keep having this dream I'm screaming but No ones listening
I've been told I'm complicated
A little bit hated
I'm living fast dying young cause growing old is overrated
I'm getting the girls
I'm checking them out
I'm popping these pills
I'm getting Xanaxed out
I'm hitting the stage and skulking the crowd
Like Nichols cage with flames coming out
I'm bring the heat and cooling it down
Girls showing their titties and getting aroused
Got everyone tripping and rolling around
Blessings on blessings I'm counting the stars
Counting the lessons I learned from the gods
Sending a message that I shouldn't stop
Stop me from feeling and keep it on lock
I'm preaching to you and started to jot
How could I ever believe I could love
I just leave it inside the hands of a god
For heaven sake
Everyday
Led astray
Meditate
Reminisce
Get a grip
Better days
Ahead I pray
Never slip
When it rains
Let it drop
Headache
Medicate
Lil bit of
Mary Jane
Practice makes
The best if
You never quit
Reaping my gang
BDB&B is the clique
Bitch
I'm getting the girls
I'm checking them out
I'm popping these pills
I'm getting Xanaxed out
I'm hitting the stage and skulking the crowd
Like Nichols cage with flames coming out
I'm bring the heat and cooling it down
Girls showing their titties and getting aroused
Got everyone tripping and rolling around
I've been contemplating
Elevating
Calculating
When I'll blow up, detonating
Levitating
Gravitating
Oscillating
When I'm meditating
All gas no breaks no fear more faith/
If you know it's now or never then bitch why wait/
Tell me what it is that makes us leave
Turn around with hearts still on our sleeves
Growing older
My god I'm growing older
Please god just let me breathe
I'm drinking and swerving
I don't know my purpose
Give me my drugs
I think I deserve it
No peer pressure cause I just do them on purpose
I'm getting the girls
I'm checking them out
I'm popping these pills
I'm getting Xanaxed out
I'm hitting the stage and skulking the crowd
Like Nichols cage with flames coming out
I'm bring the heat and cooling it down
Girls showing their titties and getting aroused
Got everyone tripping and rolling around