Lil Drewzy - P.S. I'm Not Sober Lyrics

Baby love me like you'd never see me again
I need help with life just need ah friend
Takin' bars till we on mars
Damn
Smokin cracks yea lookin at the stars
I don't give a f*ck baby kill me now
Put a gun to my head I just wanna drown
Out of xannies so I'm feeling down
Damn
Call me daddy yea Bitch I got the f*ckin crown
Makin love to girls I don't even know
Guess it's just the penalty on death row
F*cked up in the head I just wanna die
When I'm all alone yea I f*ckin cry
Lookin to the sky prayin I don't know why
Ima hellboy ain't nobody love me
Off a xan jump off and I'm feelin free
Yuh aye I'm on a spendin spree
Chillin in the back of the club
F*ckin on a bitch yea caught a dub
Take her to my crib show her how I die
Poppin pills till my heads in the sky
These tears they be pouring from my eyes
Tell a story about a girl and her lies
Make me feel like shit
But I kinda like the pain
Kinda why I f*ck with cocaine
Ima die young call me Cobain
I got girls screaming my name
Wake up I just want the fame
You was suppose to be down for me through the rain
The thought of you keeps driving me insane
Tears streamin down my face
Heart starts to race
I don't know how much more of this I can take
Much more I can fake
I mean I'm trying for f*cks sake
Yuh
Yuh
Cocaine mix it in with the champagne
Drinking out a chalice yea it's filled with Novocain
Feeling empty helps me dull the pain
Life's so dark
Yea blood stained
And I sold my soul for the fame
Drugs keeping me from going insane
Underlying issues no one can see through
No one knows the real me ain't got ah clue
So lost in life Issa misconception
All I ever needed was your affection
Now you gone with the wind
Left me out here alone now my world has dimmed
Drug induced paranoia kicks in
Everything you told me was a lie in the end
Your just a faceless voice floating in the wind
I'm too much for you to grasp you can't comprehend
Slit wrist in the night time
Playing in my own blood baby but yea Ima be fine
Hardly make through the night anymore
Looking for a way out tryna find a door
Suicidal thoughts eating my mind away
Keep trying to find a reason for me to stay
But I'm not worth shit take another hit
Find myself falling down the world
Man f*ck this world I quit