Yuh
My heart
It shattered after all those years
I gave you my all but ended up sad, f*cking shedding tears
People say you'll be happy but remember those are all your peers
They lie to yo face, it's reality, don't believe what you hear
Don't believe what you hear
This aint no mere
You might be late like 13s but you can still learn by the known ear
Be cautious because you might get set up, just like me in 8th grade
No telling what's real or what's fake, that's why there's a whole lot of pain
There's a lot pain
This ain't no game
Not doing stuff for the fame
I do this to cope with the pain
Cant even trust no more, like can you foreal trust yo friends
Keeping my self away, I don't need a hand or need a hand to lend
Don't need a hand
I got a plan
Thankful for fans
Thankful I am
Ima come out from the dirt, having roots from my body I swear
And if I try asking for help or support, swear they won't be there
Looking at birds give me a nostalgic, warming, pretty feelings
Having feelings secret and in a safe, its tight after sealing
I'm was cramped all in the box
My head was locked
Things do connect and like spread
Ay Just Like kill-o-watt
Can't ever be on point there's always something to improve
You should get right to it tho and because it won't work just to assume
Ima clean up all them mistakes I made with something like a broom
But trust me I got everything I need right now, telling you I do
It's great having the love of your life there for you man she's so cute
But also losing them or not having them got you feeling doomed
I know how it feels I felt it but I can still be there for you
Think 10 steps ahead so you won't feel pain, but on a honeymoon
Put me in someone else shoes and I bet that I can relate
Putting your self through a lot is on you something that you cannot shake
You the only one who can make a change, make your future jade
Getting that text from that on only person got you saying yay
Got stuff written in my sketch book for the future, wait till you see
Not really much words to it tho, but drawings that you can read
And Ima have a new story very soon like I plant a seed
Doing this will be good for me and others, this is what I need
I know this is what I needed
My emotions are feeding
Keep on doing yo thing
Just you keep on dreaming
Some people will try and take, they the ones who don't have faith
They gon regret it when its their fate, they all f*cked up in the brain