I don't wanna blame myself but I know that it wasn't your fault
I don't wanna mess this up so imma try give it my all
She said I'm a brother to her and I thought I was a little bit more
Two years since and my heart's still just a little bit sore
I ain't stressing, and I really learned my lesson
No I didn't I'm still a mess, man
Dark shadows dancing all around my room
I've got movies in my head they're all of you
Saddened
By everything I had to do
Saddened
By everything I didn't do
Yuh yuh
Carry through life these demons these demons inside my head
These demons inside my head they're sitting here wishing that I was dead
They're sitting here wishing that I was not alive
Saying that I should've died
They all be telling lies
They all be telling lies
They wanted me to die
But I am still alive
I'm living out my life
I'm staying till I die
But now I'm sitting here I'm all alone
I'm working on my own
I'm rapping on my own
I'm living through my life I'm living on my own
They wanted me to live but now I'm dead
But now I'm dead
But I'll live on until the end
I'm living on until the end
Saddened
I'm living till the end
Saddened
Even if they want me gone
Saddened
I'm living till the end
Saddened
I'll stay here till the light of dawn
I don't wanna blame myself but I know that it wasn't your fault
I don't wanna mess this up so imma try give it my all
She said I'm a brother to her and I thought I was a little bit more
Two years since and my heart's still just a little bit sore
I ain't stressing, and I really learned my lesson
No I didn't I'm still a mess, man
Dark shadows dancing all around my room
I've got movies in my head they're all of you
Saddened
By everything I had to do
Saddened
By everything I didn't do
Yuh yuh
Saddened
By everything I had to do
Saddened
By everything I didn't do
Yuh yuh
Carry through life these demons these demons inside my head
These demons inside my head they're sitting here wishing that I was dead
They're sitting here wishing that I was not alive
Saying that I should've died
They all be telling lies
They all be telling lies
They wanted me to die
But I am still alive
I'm living out my life
I'm staying till I die
But now I'm sitting here I'm all alone
I'm working on my own
I'm rapping on my own
I'm living through my life I'm living on my own
They wanted me to live but now I'm dead
But now I'm dead
But I'll live on until the end
I'm living on until the end
Saddened
I'm living till the end
Saddened
Even if they want me gone
Saddened
I'm living till the end
Saddened
I'll stay here till the light of dawn