Lil High Lil Low - Picking Up the Pieces to My Shattered Past, Pt. 2 Lyrics

Thank you
For always helping me
Without you
Who knows where I'd be

You were there for me
When everyone doubted me
But now your gone
And now i feel like the same old me
Which is not a good thing
Cause if you've been listening to me
Then you know I've been on a killing spree
And there is no way of stopping me

Just a walking living catreopshe
With a really f*cked up anatoimy
Always looking like a disgusting masterpiece
But my soul will never know eternal peace

Sitting in this meadow in the middle of July
Staring into You're Hazel Eyes
Quickly hypnotize
To come face to face with my demise
As it's the only way for me to rise
Always being criticized
I was only 7 when they told me to die
A little kid, was I not supposed to cry?

All of these walls
Just Caving in
Feeling withdrawal
Just Giving in
It feels like all my sins are catching up with me all within
No discipline
Stuck in the bottom of the pit
Cause I know I'll rot away like a peace of shit
I know who I am
Make the right move but Lost within
Making the same mistake over and over again
The lord knows that's what I've did and that's why I feel pinned
Looking at me and seeing all of my committed sins
But you took me out this fuxking ugly shit and that's why I say

Thank you
For always helping me
Without you
Who knows where I'd be

You were there for me
When everyone doubted me
But now your gone
Now it feels like the same old me
Which is not a good thing
Cause if you've been listening to me
Then you know I've been on a killing spree
And there's no way of stopping me

It's was back to back where we stacked
No lack but driving a whip so we lacked
No smoking crack but smoking green crack
You told me " these rappers are wack, you need to attack with everything you got as if it was gat
Don't buy one just mutate into your raps cause you seem so sad"
Yeah
From that day forward
I knew what I had to do
My vision was so blurred
Till the light came through
Hurting is what I preferred
Knowing I was the chosen few
Then she went away
And I was so confused
Still all these heavy thoughts always linger around
Keeping me in this position where there's no ground
Only particles just floating in the background
Process of information just being broken down