Lil Joebar - Joebar Lyrics

Fifteen when I started writing these songs
Fifteen when I started writing my wrongs
Fifteen moving in and out of my moms
Bouncing back and forth like a ping pong ball
And you could have it all
Yeah you could have it all
You could have it all, you could have it all, I said you could have it all
Yeah you could have it all, yeah you could have it all
Until it all falls down like Niagara Falls
I've been up and down, and I blame it on mood swings
Lately I've been feeling like my father barely knew me
Father's day I'm always at your grave, tryna find out what to say
But I always find myself introducing
Lately I've been feeling so gloomy
Tryna figure out but this shit's confusing
Taking all my anger out on paper that's loose-leaf
Yeah I know It's selfish of myself to assume he
Didn't know me, but I can't remember him, it isn't my fault man, I was just a kid
Fentanyl and Morphine, that's a deadly mix, I'm feelin' pissed
Like I was R. Kelly's bitch, I was
Fifteen when I started writing these songs
Fifteen when I started writing my wrongs
Fifteen moving in and out of my moms
Bouncing back and forth like a ping pong ball
And you could have it all
Yeah you could have it all
You could have it all, you could have it all, I said you could have it all
Yeah you could have it all, yeah you could have it all
Until it all falls down like Niagara Falls
Up all night, tryna figure out why I'm alive
No, I don't wanna die
It just crosses my mind
Find it hard to find the meaning of life
Ask the man in the mirror, who am I
Look in his eyes
And despite all his flaws, he is always gonna shine
For example, yeah the boy is colorblind
And he feels so disinclined
He don't wanna fall behind
He just wanna intertwine
Words with instrumentals just to pass the time
He can make it he can feel it in his spine
This ain't coincidental, I ain't got credentials
But my limit's monumental, I wont stop until I'm intercontinental, I was
Fifteen when I started writing these songs
Fifteen when I started writing my wrongs
Fifteen moving in and out of my moms
Bouncing back and forth like a ping pong ball
And you could have it all
Yeah you could have it all
You could have it all, you could have it all, I said you could have it all
Yeah you could have it all, yeah you could have it all
Until it all falls down like Niagara Falls