Checkmate Video (MV)

Been in the studio rapping too much i'm letting out my pain
Doing 100 on the e way so i'm in the furthest lane
My brother flying with me on my neck i got em in my chain
I go by juice to you niggas double cup i'm leaving a stain

I double back and i'm loaded making music is like a drug
Wonder if i'm taking serious or stepped on like a rug
Been having motion in my mental have me leaving with mug
Nobody ask me how i'm doing or even offers a hug

Don't really know what i became or even how i got my name
I put the 2k in the dresser got the mic put down the game
Been growing up away from my city this shit don't feel the same
My head been spinning got demons running my mind feel like a train

Now with this rapping shit got me feeling i'm finna break a record
I be put up in my room but never hiding like a leopard
See my bruddas bumping juice thinking I made it for a change
And I went global with my music stepping out my comfort range

Rolling shit up in my room how you know it's just been a mess
I had to take a bet on myself I never settled for less
I put my feelings on a track and I forget bout all the stress
I got a couple moves in my head thinking like a game of chess

Happy times when it's sunny but never when it starts to rain
It's like a book but i'm rapping telling my story through my pain
When i step up to the mic i feel a rush throughout my veins
You'll never know what I'm thinking or what's going throughout my brain

Been in my thoughts what i'm doing don't really have an answer for it
Nasa didn't wanna do it so I had to go explore it
Don't really talk to too many people i'd rather keep it pushing
Tryna find who I become in the stu I'm gone keep on looking

People f*cking with my flow but I can't settle for the hype
Yeah it's my music but i'm just telling a story of my life
In the shadow of the statue waiting for the night to come
So I can step into the stu and put my words into song

Feel it's a waist of my talent don't really wanna play the teams
They been f*cking with the kid I might have to switch up the scene
Clear my side of the road i'm shooting the gap like a machine
Either you with me or you not it ain't no choice to be between

I'm not a talker so i'll never tell a soul about my pain
In the sky with my brother having a talk when on a plane
Been alone for a minute don't know the feeling getting love
I'm on a journey with myself been tryna find the one to love

Been in the studio rapping too much i'm letting out my pain
Doing 100 on the e way so i'm in the furthest lane
My brother flying with me on my neck i got em in my chain
I go by juice to you niggas double cup i'm leaving a stain

I double back and i'm loaded making music is like a drug
Wonder if i'm taking serious or stepped on like a rug
Been having motion in my mental have me leaving with mug
Nobody ask how i'm doing or even offers me a hug

Don't think this really what i planned i'm just letting him take the wheel
I been rapping for a minute because i'm mentally ill
From the basement of my house using talent not just a skill
Hunting prey like a lion promise i'm coming for a kill

Know my bruddas behind me standing on 10 about Lil Juice
Feel like a god in the studio bringing thunder call me Zeus
When i'm alone I go silent fighting a battle in my head
And I been living on the outside internally i be dead

In the crib I be loaded to step away from all the thoughts
Been on my lowest many times but i never show that I lost
Look in the doors of my closet it's hella shit don't know the cost
I'm coming down with anything in the air feel like randy moss

If you been praying on my fall well go ahead and pray some more
Cause I been blessed by the man above he's guiding me through the war
Not bulletproof in the city having motion I can't ignore
Chasing my dreams and opportunities tryna open a door

Walking alone in my city loving the way I feel at peace
And it's a race to the top of the podium I want the seat
Was dealt a hand I gotta play I never asked to play this game
Know when I blow up with the shit i'll put my picture in a frame

Taking a chance it's 4th and short i'm going for it with a sneak
Spread my voice to the internet hope i'm heard and sound unique
I'm fighting battles everyday i'm talking 7 days a week
I'm still a rookie with this shit just wait until i reach my peak