Lil Kota - 1 OF 1 Lyrics

I've been losing all my cabbage
I don't care for nothing, tried to treat me like a lame
I told her ass, I'm one to one, they say love kill
I never trust a bitch that got a gun, made a mistake

I thought she was coming back, but then she said she done
What a coincidence, she saved my time and now I'm having fun
My heart came back to the city, but then he died
He should've stayed on the run, tug of war with my heart

You put, I'm trying to hold on, in the hell
Cat with some demons, can't even allow my soul gone
Can't trip about the past, my brother said that life just go on
I be trying my best to do it right, somehow I did it wrong

It's twelve o'clock, you supposed to be at the house
Why you ain't answer your phone
Only reason I did it wrong, just thought that she was doing me wrong
Scared to love and scared to trust, because they always in the face

They say nobody make it out my city, I do whatever it takes
Bank for bank, whatever in my pocket, that shit not in your safe
Just concentrate, knock on wood before I leave my brother's place
Just like an astronaut, I'm out here on my own, I'm out of space

Say you feel my pain, why you lying? I know you can't relate
Love forgive me for all them times I only pray when shit got hard
Know I'm one of them ones up in the muse, my song gon' hit the charts
You was real at first, but keep it real, that's how it always start

My uncle noon died, sometimes I wish that I was in the car
Been chasing this for a minute, I told my brother that I'ma make it far
If they said smoke, then it's smoke, them nits can't stop the war
I ain't never wish nothing bad, I always try to wish you well

I don't even want nobody around, I don't even know what's real