You were the person that's closest to me
Breaking heart
I can't fell my hands
Waking up right in a hospital bed
Can't feel my face
I feel out of place
What's wrong with me
Always thought I was just trying my best
Guess I'm not good enough
I don't look good enough
Guess I'm not rich enough
Never been good enough
I should give up
All of these drugs just go straight to my head
I'm just f*cked up off the shit you said
Why when you leave
You play just with my head
Sometimes it makes me just wish I was dead
I'm all alone
Who's there for me
All on my own
Who cares for me
Wish it was me
But you just focused on trying break me
Focused on trying find another me
Focused on everything else but not me
Focused on everyone else but not me
Switch up a dollar no value on me
I love how quick you like switching on me
F*cked off vodka
I took some x
Snorted some coke
Strip of some acid just dancing in me
I took a perc
I drank syrup
But it still hurt
This the worst
Think my heart burst
Slitting my wrist and it don't even hurt
All of these drugs just go straight to my head
I'm just f*cked up off the shit you said