Lil Oxzzz - Fake Smiles Lyrics

Separation from the world
Cause my feelings are inadequate
Isolation in my room
Cause I'm stuck in devils Advocate
Maybe my life is nothing
Maybe I'm here on accident
Maybe love ain't real
Maybe just imagine it

So many things going on in my Life
But my life moves on
I keep fighting
But their fights to strong
Lately can't sleep
These nights get to long

This is a preview of how my life's
Gon end
I despise everybody then I loose
All friends
I never wanted anything just
1 last chance

How can I live in a world
That doesn't give a f*ck
Where love doesn't exist
And the devils coming up
Where no one cares about you
And makes you break so you just Say
Your not enough

How can I be so important
To people who never even
Knew me
I never changed, Never switched Up
But yet people are still looking
For the new me

I've made mistakes
I put it in the past
It doesn't mean I changed
I still feel like my life ain't gonna Last

All I have is
5 letters on my mind
Why do I feel like life ain't worth It
And I'm just running out of time
Did God plan this out
Is he gonna give me a sign
Just give me one more chance at Life
And imma make it mine

But life isn't full
Of second chances
You run around, get your hopes Up
And you start to damage

I only care about myself
That's what people be telling me
I'm only trapped in my head
What did you expect
For me to live selflessly

This is for the kids
Who aren't being heard
It's absurd
You get so depressed
Pop perks
But that shit doesn't work
It just f*cks with your head
How would life really miss you
If your already dead
No one cared what you said
Till your already gone
So you just have a fake smile
And you hide in the crowds