I'll Be Here Video (MV)

I'll be here if you fall again
Different mind state so please call again
Cuz i'll ball again
Unless it's all in head
F*ck maybe that's where it all has lead
I'll be here if you fall again
Different mind state so please call again
Cuz i'll ball again
Unless it's all in head
F*ck maybe that's where it all has lead
I'm facing a different threat
It's called my paranoid dread
That's why I don't know what you said
Threw it up all over my bed
Please just read my text
Waiting for the check
So I can check out
Of life that's one big step
On my journey
To get someone that heard me
F*ck those that have hurt me
Past few years been burning
But my luck is slowly turning
All the lessons I been learning
But passing up to be searching
F*ck these thoughts been lurking
Look at me the music's working
Not getting better but im better at wording
Words been burning burdens im bernie
Delusional in the head and thoughts concerning
Don't give a f*ck where I been turning
Self expression no wondering
Been enduring been endearing
Been in jury been in hearings
Ben and Jerry soaking feelings
I'll be here if you fall again
Different mind state so please call again
Cuz i'll ball again
Unless it's all in head
F*ck maybe that's where it all has lead
I'll be here if you fall again
Different mind state so please call again
Cuz i'll ball again
Unless it's all in my head
Now i'm facing back in towards my own head
No I ain't been upset So where'd you put the threat
Oh guess I missed the thread but I keep on sewing
No needles but the web keeps growing
Every time you say you wanna hold me
It feels empty because nothing's holy
Especially me but you console me
I bet we would have fun. mostly
I bet it would fill my lungs, slowly
I hope you are the one, not a phony
I need a f*cking way out I been lonely
F*ck I put too much pressure
Stop the bleeding sure whatever
You will never need me never
You would leave you would sever
I don't rap for the money
I don't rap for the fame
I just want these f*cking thoughts out my brain
I don't give a f*ck it's just washing and draining
When I murder a track my heart starts racing
It's great shit
Building patience f*ck that shit
Got no greatness but i'm fine with it
I been gracious finally
Now time to deal with anxiety
F*ck why did you find me
I bet i'd still be fine b
Bet i'd still be alive
But you got me on the line
And i'm doubting your lies and you're loving my cries
Been one year but time flies eat away at me till I demise
CATCH ME
CATCH ME
CATCH ME
CATCH ME
CATCH ME
CATCH ME
CATCH ME
CATCH ME
WHEN I FUCKING FALL