See me hanging in the lunchroom corner
'Cause to everybody else I'm a foreigner
Conversations they be getting even shorter
I can't even keep a girl or a friend 'cause I just can't afford ya
Tell me I'm not good enough Tell me I'm not hood enough to be a real rapper
Man stop writing that depression stuff
Your neck's too long and your body's to big
But even then man, you still look like a freaking twig
And i can't stop, i can't stop
Its like i took a bullet hole but no gunshots
Its like the story of my life has no plot
Its like I'm okay but every time i drop
Man this depressions like a huge damn blood clot
Its even harder cuz i wont stop wont flop
Its getting darker and i need to stop thinking
Because one more thought and my brains gonna freaking pop
Sippin that royal and my chest just boils
Crying in the rain while I'm watching these teardrops run through the soil
My heart is gone
And my chest feels numb
Why did i trust anybody honestly i feel so dumb
Where are my surroundings?
Nobody has found me
The skies are always cloudy
And that's depression
And that's depression
She left me and i hurt so bad
I'm losing these tears, they dripping down this pad
I don't even know why i am so sad
Keep getting these same questions from my dad
Like "whats wrong with you, why you tripping dude"
I can't feel anything because i lost my boo
Now its been so long since I've seen a good mood
Go to lunch, lil homie you can have my food
Got no appetite, but what can i do?
My heart is broken, all because of you
Now i sit near the phone, hoping to hear you calling
Man it feels like I'm slowly falling
I'm going crazy, I'm at school, stalling
Don't want to see her nowhere, I'm walking
Away from this place with a slow pace
Just hoping that she'll come by and stop me when I'm
Sippin that royal and my chest just boils
Crying in the rain while im aiming at myself with no recoil
My heart is gone
And my chest feels numb
Why did i love anybody
Honestly i feel so dumb
Where are my surroundings?
Nobody has found me
The skies are always cloudy
And that's depression
And that's depression