So much pain that I don't show when I'm alone I cry
All this blood and tears I shed Its part the sacrifice
So much things up on my mind it got me my my my
I get high when I'm feeling low cause if I don't I die
I done been through so much shit that I'm traumatized
Im tryna find a cheat code, up and down left right
Life is like a rollercoaster, Are you down to ride?
I ain't scared I show no fear I put up a fight
I was ashy now I'm flashy like a goddamn light
I was young but now I know what's wrong from right
Being broke showed a nigga who was by my side
Now I'm up you wanna chill, you wanna catch a flight
Oh my my my
My city crazy but it made me so much homocides
Oh my my my
I done took so many losses it's a sacrifice
My my my my my
I'm like Nike I just do it I don't think it twice
That boy don't what he say he just improvise
Drink a redbull smoke a blunt I'm so energized
I'm so high up in sky I'm like a butterfly
I'm so real I'm so raw you can sniff a line
I'm speaking facrts I tell the truth I could never lie
I remember all the time when shit got dry
Now I drip like I'm a shower or when it rain outside
Oh my my my
I want the rain to go away
I Just wanna shine
Oh my my my
I want the pain to go away
I don't wanna cry