Lil Softie - suicidal. Lyrics

Feeling suicidal
Losing the cycle
Everything seems to be on me
Why can't you let me be
Why can't you let me free
Gave anything I could when you needed
Now I need things back, I pleaded
No returns nothing is fair
I see your game, yea you don't care
I think you're just a user
What we had is a rumor
Suicidal
I'm feelin suicidal
I kinda wanna die
I kinda wanna hide away
Emotions you give is pain
Suicidal
Suicidal
Wash it all away
When I told you I wanted to leave
You held me tight, I said not to grieve
You said this world yea it don't deserve me
But you said this world, yea this world it needs me
I never wanna be lost again
That's the way you made me felt
And I don't ever wanna be your friend
You crushed the heart that you held
I wish I didn't know you then
That's just how you made it end
Suicidal
I'm feelin suicidal
I kinda wanna die
I kinda wanna hide away
Emotions you give is pain
Suicidal
Suicidal
Wash it all away