December. (feat. Boyfifty) Video (MV)

I wanna say, that I'm in love, that I'll never be hurt, forever use my voice to speak, that I'm in love
All those times together, you wearing my sweater, why does it fade, I thought it was forever
All the trips in the future, adventures I've been left alone, had to give myself lectures
Pick myself up now, I'm done in endeavors, I've been all f*cked up through the month of November
Now coming days leading into December, I've been feeling numb, I ain't getting much better
You took out my heart when I saw your love letters, paragraphs blasted all cars by the weather
All the grey skies, it can change and upset her, I've been drowning out, feeling all of the pressure
I guess I'm the problem that's locked in the center, they tell me to change, I say no way, no never
I gather my thoughts just like I'm a collector, they never come out and that's just to protect
My demons are coming, I'm turning to slender, they're holding the sign to my mind that says enter
Despite all the lies and the fights, I still miss her, I've given you all of my love, I surrender
Missing the nights in the car, I remember when we were so close, all my feelings got denser
Now I'm broken hearted and feeling dismembered, you built up my love, now my thoughts reconsider
One year later, I'm the same me, same dreams, demons in my head, I don't wanna hear the same screams
Wishing upon death every day, see the same things, wishing it would end, all the sadness got me raging
Coursing through my veins, this anxiety got me pacing, thoughts of you and me, now my hands are f*cking shaking
Devil on my shoulders, he be watching while I'm blazing, every night been grinding at my music, shit I'm chasing
All those times together, you wearing my sweater, why does the fate, I thought it was forever
All of the trips in the future, adventures I've been left alone, had to give myself lectures
Pick myself up now, I'm down in endeavors, I've been all f*cked up through the month of November
And now coming days leading into December, I've been feeling numb, I ain't getting much better
You took out my heart when I saw your love letters, paragraphs blasted all caused by the weather
All the grey skies, it can change and upset her, I've been drowning out, feeling all of the pressure
I guess I'm the problem that's locked in the center, they tell me to change, I say no way, no never
I gather my thoughts just like I'm a collector, they never come out and that's just to protect
The demons are coming, I'm turning to slender, they're holding the sign in my mind that says enter
Despite all the lies and the fights, I still miss her, I've given you all of my love, I surrender
I'm missing the nights in the car, I remember when we were so close, all my feelings got denser
Now I'm broken hearted and feeling dismembered, you built up my love, now my thoughts reconsidered
One year later, I'm the same me, same dreams, demons in my head, I don't wanna hear the same screams
Wishing up on death every day, see the same things, wishing it would end, all the sadness got me raging
Coursing through my veins, this anxiety got me pacing, thoughts of you and me, now my hands are f*cking shaking
The devil on my shoulders, he be watching while I'm blazing, every night been grinding on the music that I'm chasing
It's that love, lust shit you heard