I'm sorry
Ugh, you're always apologizing
Just tell me what you want
You should know what I want
I want you to act the same way two days in a row
I'm not gonna let you hurt me anymore
He's dead
Said that I loved you, I said it, I meant it
Been plotting our love cause your love is infectious
I stayed up all night but we lost the connection
Can't battle no more, I get way too aggressive
Got demons beside me that I get depressed with
They my real friends, had to learn the hard lesson
Got thoughts in my mind and I got lots of questions
Got feelings inside and no one to express with
She left me heartless, can't take all that tension
I guess there's a reason you're one of my exes
Drowning in issues, I always make messes
Causing these problems, I always affect shit
Got demons on my mind, I always be stressing
Can't take all this hate, I can't deal with depression
I'm in a dark place, cannot take all the pressure
Looking outside and it's still rainy weather
But maybe one day we can still be together
What if the odds is like zero to never
But watch me pop out and be better than ever
Give me a new whip and a new Gucci sweater
And Balenciaga that's matching the checkers
A new form bitch, that's my personal dresser
It's like I'm so numb anymore
Nothing feels the same, I don't feel the same as I once did
All I think about is her
She broke me
I'm running through my mind, I'm just giving up
It's f*ck love, I can't trust
I'm running out of time, I'm just out of luck
Out of luck, I'm just stuck
Like get me out my mind, think I've had enough
I'm so done, all I do is run
Remember texting you, you said I was the one
I was the one
Like what happened, shit it's tragic
Had my heart and then you stabbed it
Bleeding out, guess it's a habit
When it's cold you wore my jacket
I could smell you on my fabrics
And you left, guess that's a classic
Attracted like a magnet
In the dark you were my passion
Now you broke me like I'm plastic
I need to find new tactics
Get the Mac and then I blast it
Through my head I'll be outlasted
I'll be dead and in my casket
Give my family my ashes
It's all a dream, it's all a dream
You left me here without your love
It's all a dream, it's all a dream
It's all a dream, it's all a dream
It's all a dream, it's all a dream