Im to blame (feat. Boyfifty) Video (MV)

Baby, matter of fact, how is life simple
We could just react and see nothing post
Maybe it's the end that gets us so close
Maybe I'll be best at what I don't know

I hope you're glad you left me cause now there's no more pain
At least that's what I thought before you texted me again
Even though you're f*cking gone, all these memories will play
Even though you f*cking cheated, guess I'm the one to blame

And I think this shit is crazy cause you used me for your gain
Like I want nothing to do with you, you gave me too much strain
I've been doing shit alone, I don't need you in my face
We've been talking back and forth but nothing ever is the same

You damaged me so bad when I found out you're playing games
And I don't ever wish you harm, just really wish you would explain
But you say I'm not enough and that I'm the one to blame
But you left me without thinking twice, I'm barely even sane

We've been through hell and back and you still want him to sustain
I cannot take the thought of this so I just run away
You left me somehow crawling even though I have my legs
I'm damaged and so broken, why won't this all go away

It's like I'm in my memories, the walls are painted grey
Everybody's always leaving me, I guess that's just my fate
I can't let that bring me down, I can't let it block my way
When I reach the golden gate, all the worries fly away

Maybe it's the end, I guess I'm so cold
I hope you're glad you left me cause now there's no more pain
At least that's what I thought before you texted me again
Even though you're f*cking gone, all these memories will play

Even though you f*cking cheated, guess I'm the one to blame
And I think this shit is crazy cause you used me for your gain
Like I want nothing to do with you, you gave me too much strain
I've been doing shit alone, I don't need you in my face

We've been talking back and forth but nothing ever is the same
Remember all those nights when I would let you wear my chain
And we would feel our love together, now it just burns up in flames
Now I hate the thought of you and it's been driving me insane

I can never get away from you, it's embedded in my brain
Now I'm so alone and I will never be okay
All these girls be wanting me but I know it is not the same
I just hate the thought of losing you, you're all that did remain

Now I sit here writing music, honest that ain't making bank
Maybe matter of fact I will just let it go
We could just react and see what's been grown
Maybe it's the end, I guess I'm so gone