If you let me be the one for you
I'll give you a little love to lose
Just promise me you'll know
You'll never let me go
I've been on the run all my life
If you can let me be your side
Just promise me you'll know
You'll never let me go
It's been like four months, I don't know why the f*ck I'm still in my head trippin
I gave you my all and it wasn't enough, I said f*ck it forget it
You say we stay friends but you just lied again and you lied just to end it
You needed somebody right by you, someone who's gonna protect ya
One that could hold you through all these days when it's all cold rainy weather
Someone to just make you smile, I wish that I could've done better
You knew that I gave you my all just hurts cause just look where it led us
We don't even talk anymore so I'm writing these songs as a message
I'm falling deep in depression
I only wish that you cared but I swear that you don't, I'm too f*cking obsessive
Killing myself with the liquor, I swear to god he be my best friend
I'm hating the fact that you're changing, I'm stuck in my ways, I'm a dead end
I'm scrolling through all of your socials, it hurts me, I see you and him
We were together for so long it hurts me to even exist
The fact that I'm fighting this battle, I know that I'm never gonna win
Just proves that I'm way too dependent on you to just handle my shit
Trust me I miss those days
Lately my head has been spinning, I miss you, ain't nothing the same
All that joy that I had when you came, I swear it all just went away
I guess it's true what they say, life is a book so I'm flipping the page