Lil Steckyy - Never Changing, Pt. 2 (feat. Boyfifty) Lyrics

Don't tell me about the pain when I ain't even made it through
I keep feelings inside and now I don't know what to do
I speak my shit in music, no one seems to have a clue
I feel so isolated in my head, it's like a zoo

My life got complicated and I blame it all on you
In my brain you're designated, now you're featured on part two
Tell everyone I'm fine but deep inside know I'm pretending
Stop playing with my love, my heart is not something to mess with

Too many broken ties, don't end with very happy endings
It leaves you in the zone with too much distance in a friendship
I struggle with depression so I can't make these connections
No, I can't make these connections

I'm on this lonely road, just lonely souls filled with rejection
This never would have happened if you'd opened up my message
Mentally exhausted so I know I need corrections
Yeah, I know I need corrections

I'm smoking like a chimney, this blunt has me feeling breathless
Your guard's been up, you fighting and you're leaving me defenseless
You took over my mind and you ain't even need a weapon
You ain't even need a weapon

You playing me with tricks and games, god damn you so pretentious
The only way you won was just by giving me affection
Am I gonna make it
Am I gonna be famous

Even if I do it wouldn't matter with the hatred
You make it big, you best believe that everybody changing
I never want to be the only solid one remaining
Depression takes a toll, feels like every day it's raining

Every day it's raining
This constant hating, sorrow got me feeling like I'm draining
I had to burn the pictures cause my brain cannot obtain them
But you played me, you became the enemy, betrayed me

Heartbroken, picking the petals right off a daisy
It's crazy, I really f*cking thought that you would save me
And now I'm alone, I'm always drinking till I'm lazy
I'm fading, feeling how emotions overtake me

So unstable, wonder why nobody wanna face me
I'm always breaking down, you think your energy will phase me
But I've been moving solid take a look at what the fame brings
Am I gonna make it

Am I gonna be famous
Even if I do it wouldn't matter with the hatred
You make it big, you best believe that everybody changing
I never want to be the only solid one remaining

Depression takes a toll, feels like every day it's raining
Every day it's raining
This constant hating, sorrow got me feeling like I'm draining
I had to burn the pictures cause my brain cannot obtain them