This ain't something like a love song Damn, you got me so wrong
Tryna straighten you out Love is hating on another
How can I say that I'm in trouble when like everyday I'm high
Can I face these feelings so I suffocate myself and hide
No one knows about emotions I've been keeping up inside
I be telling y'all I'm good when I know I'm not really fine
It's like everyday's a battle I can't keep up with the line
My ex bitch she was too toxic I can't keep up with the lies
Grab a gun and then I pop it I can't keep up with my life
Smoke some weed I beat the toxins Hopefully I'll be alright
Life's a sea just full of options Smoking green will take my flight
Why'd you leave me in a coffin? Demons haunted me at night
Gave me love and then I gone and now I'm cautious about the fright
In all honesty I miss the way you made me feel alright
This ain't something like a love song Damn, you got me so wrong
Tryna straighten you out Love is hating on another
Do you miss me like I miss you? Don't just say it to be friendly
Girl I just want the truth You led me on and tore my heart
I feel black and blue You came through perfect timing
With my soul right on cue
Lately I've been fidgety I don't know what you did to me
I'm missing all the love It's like I haven't felt that shit in weeks
Losing sleep Lose my state of mental
Nothing new to me Lucid dreams
All because of you Let's catch you up to speed
Remember nights up in your room We was higher than the ceiling
Deep talking while playing with your hair It was the realist
Now I'm just an empty soul Ain't nothing that could heal this
I've been left all alone Up in my room I play with spirits
You're the only ones that listen Everyone says they can't hear it
I've been battling depression Like who care about my feelings
Everybody wanna talk But ain't no one will come up near me
I bet i off myself The whole damn crowd starts f*cking cheering
I saw something that I love Sometime you got me so blue
Trying to stay pure Of this hate and love
Do you miss me like I miss you? Don't just say it to be friendly
Girl I just want the truth You let me on and tore my heart
I feel black and blue You came through perfect timing
Ripped my soul right on cue