Feel like all my time's been wasted
Run away from love, got me flippin' like a matrix
Feel like all my time's been wasted
Run away from love, got me flippin' like a matrix
Hard for me to trust, so I never say shit
Feelings in my past, try my hardest to erase it
I knew you left me broke, so you'll never leave me painless
So I gotta get high until I feel like I'm in a spaceship
You say you showin' love, but I've never seen it
You told me this forever, but it's hard to believe it
I'm trippin' over lust, so I'm chillin' with my demons
I'ma let you go until I see you at the heavy gates
The way you've been actin' might just leave you in the devil's place
I'm pressin' on the gas, got me floatin' interstate
Wasted with alcohol and pills that I consume
I'm in a party, but I'm the only one in the room
Consuming too much till it hits my doom
Bout to take off, bout to go zoom zoom
Yesterday's stuck with depression
Kept choosin' wrongs, I haven't learned my lesson
Tomorrow is anxiety, keepin' me stressin
Stuck in an omnipresent
Yeah, let's keep it clear
I want to see tomorrow, but I don't wanna see tomorrow
Only thing is, I'm not able to see tomorrow
Only thing is, I'm fearin' for the bottle
Why haven't I died, I emptied the whole bottle
Drinkin' till my kidneys hollow
Nothin' to lose, if I'll ever see tomorrow
Diggin' my past to hide my sorrows
Wasted with alcohol and pills that I consume
I'm in a party, but I'm the only one in the room
Consuming too much till it hits my doom
Bout to take off, bout to go zoom zoom
Yesterday's stuck with depression
Kept choosin' wrongs, I haven't learned my lesson
Tomorrow is anxiety, keepin' me stressin
Stuck in an omnipresent
Ain't livin' long, if I'm livin' a fast life
Tinted window lamb' with titanium exhaust pipes
Smokin' a gelato, at least I will fly high
Sleepin' on doxes, paranoia every night
Why does everybody have to scrutinize
Why does everybody treat me like merchandise
Feels like everybody a giant, and I'm pocket-sized
I'm just tryna let go, To stop the terrorize
Wasted with alcohol and pills that I consume
I'm in a party, but I'm the only one in the room
Consuming too much till it hits my doom
Bout to take off, bout to go zoom zoom
Yesterday's stuck with depression
Kept choosin' wrongs, I haven't learned my lesson
Tomorrow is anxiety, keepin' me stressin
Stuck in an omnipresent