Lilcumonmyback - I Need Help Lyrics

I'm liable to relapse any time that I'm sober
Any time I'm alone
Or any time I'm feeling lower
Started out euphoric now my life is mediocre
Even when you're clean this shit is never really over
I wonder what I'd be like if I could stop snorting shit
Addressing shit that's going on, not ignoring it
I'd be able to smell, use all of my nose again
And it wouldn't be the only thing I think of in the morning
Shit, I think I wanna be clean but I'm addicted to the clout
I wanna be like Lil Peep and fry my shit into the ground
At first I felt so high, thought no one could bring me down
Instead I dug myself a hole and won't let no one help me out
I need help
Switchblades, cocaine
I wonder what I'd be like if I could stop snorting shit
Addressing shit that's going on, not ignoring it
I'd be able to smell, use all of my nose again
And it wouldn't be the only thing I think of in the morning
Shit, my life's been getting worse before my eyes, the thrill is leaving me
I flushed my f*cking pills, now they're gone, no more tweaking G
Check a bitch I.D. or get thrown under the bus
Keep your dick in your pants
And leave the pigs in the mud, ha
Relying on substances
Just to keep you in touch with your f*ckin
Life and then flushing them's
Probably hard to adjust but you're Probably better off confronting it Over snorting and crushing it
Brush it off like it's nothing and then Complain when you're stuck with it