Lilcumonmyback - Things I Shouldn't Do Lyrics

It is the morning of the day
I sit and watch the morning play
Doing things I always do
I shouldn't do
You see I can't get out of bed
They leave my cloudy in my head
Fills my bones with brittleness
I need a stimulus
I can't bare for quite a while
So if need be, I bike a mile
Doing things I always do
I shouldn't do
There were times up in my life
I could've spent time in a psych
For getting high the entire
Entire night

Now I'm better than I was
But better don't mean that it's good
Still doing things I always do
I shouldn't do
I know my momma isn't proud
Thought of me buried in the ground
I say hush your worried mouth
There's nothing to worry about

It is the evening of the day
I sit and watch the evening play
Doing things I always do
I know I shouldn't do
I am filled with such relief
They put the blanket over me
Why can't the happy me
Be the sober me?